So after a particularly stressful night at work last night, knowing I just couldn't hack Casey's for too much longer, I decided I'd pull some cards from both the Archangel Michael and Angel Therapy decks by Doreen Virtue.
I figured Michael had something definitely big to say to me, and I really needed some positive vibes, some uplifting words to let me know what's going on, what I might want to consider doing and so on.
I won't reveal the messages he gave me, but I will say this much: if you struggle to trust Divine Timing, let alone Divine Wisdom, you are most definitely NOT ALONE!
Just because I have fully chosen to step into the path that the angels have been showing me since last month doesn't mean I've managed to throw away all doubt, disbelief, fear of what others think, and I've especially struggled with the question "when's all this going to happen?"
I wonder about it because it has become increasingly challenging to work in a position where higher-ups expect something of their workers that is often unrealistic or unfair, especially when those higher-ups often don't know what it's like "in the trenches," when they haven't rolled up their sleeves and done a busy weekend shift. When this happens, you KNOW the company's gotten too big for the higher-ups to be in compassionate, understanding frames of mind, communicating face to face with their subordinates.
And they wonder why they have high turnover rates! Companies such as the one I'm working for who expect robotic function and perfection from non-robotic beings are not in alignment with higher thinking, higher heart-resonance. They're strictly "bottom line" thinkers, and that ends up with them pulling rules and regulations out their arses with no real thought to how those rules affect the lives and psyches of others. What's worse is, companies like the one I work for often become dogmatic about those rules, if they weren't that way already. I put enough pressure on myself. I'm dogmatic towards myself all on my lonesome. I don't need help with that, f*** you very much!
And I feel like I have learned all I can possibly learn from food service, let alone the convenience store company I work for. If I go to another food service job it's gonna be the same ol' same ol' bullcrap: crappy job for crappy wages serving people who often act like toddlers in high chairs. And likely being punished via my schedule for teensy-weensy mistakes that anyone could likely make.
As a Sensitive, I just can't hack that crap anymore.
Sooo...Food Service, I'm sorry, but I'm breaking up with you for good. We had a good run, you and I, you had your lessons for me, but I'm done! Plus the energy was just not what it could have been toward the end. The angels have shown me what I need to be doing and I'm off to find out what's what with that. And it promises to be a very exciting part of my life journey. A very healing part of my journey. Thank you for the lessons, and no I am not heartbroken about leaving, and I am sure you're not too sad to see me go, either. I'm too high-vibe for you, man. And this high-vibe chick needs a different environment. One where I can really communicate with people, show them things and not just take orders like a soldier who doesn't question stuff or get to learn much of anything new.
Sayonara, sandwich-land. Hola to The Healing Way!
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